aizowen

i went to school last friday, with lydia..

met cik lai, she told me mgs doesnt have enough teacher... since i have 3months break..and had nothing better to do.. so i went to see pn.lee,, mgs new "big head".. she said she'll call me.

last wednesday--received a call from mgs.. i got the job,.. i'll be teaching kh, moral,sivik n pj.. hahha.. subjek gile..they will pay me RM25 per day.dont mind about the money..tugas pendidik lebih penting.HAHAHHA..konon je la.. sbnrnye bosan dok umah... since i'm grounded for life!! (well.. tat's another story)

BUT..tis morning.. received another call.. from mgs.. the office clerk told me tat have to cancel my contract.. coz PPD just sent 2 new teachers..huhuhu.. hancur niat murni ku..anyway... itu tidak cukup membengangkan aku pada hari ini...

I'VE BEEN ONLINE SINCE 4PM TODAY... waiting for my semester results.. but until now...i cant get through.. sialan...dah 4hours...bencinye..tolong la.. i need to know my results..

aizowen

i dont want wat i want,

i want wat i dont want,

AT THE END....

i dont know wat i want!

i'll die of depression if this continues.. hate myself, why is this happening.. i have lose my pride,my faith...

yesterday, i almost jump off from level4 of my hostel.. damn.. i'm losing my mind..

i went to donate blood even i'm having my period..so myb i'll collapsed, i jz wanna be stoned at this moment.. far away from this world, where i could forget about things.. seriously i need to ...

mslone!mslone!mslone!

mens rea + actus reus = i'm falling apart!

im craving for some puff.. hate men!

aizowen

 a gurl try to commit suicide in uia.. she's an architecture student.. first year student..

reason: her bf had made her friend pregnant and they have to get marry.. punye la bodo.. frust la konon she tried to commit suicide.. wat happen tat she cuts wrong vein, she just lost an amount of blood,but she didnt die.. pity her roomates who have to clean all the mess. for god sake , it is obvious tat her bf such a jerk... why bother to waste her life?

stupid slone...

what on earth were u thinking 6months ago?.... bull shit

for god sake we r going to be 20 tis year.. TWENTY!!!!

i am being stupid, i should just walk away,.. but i can't..arghh,, wut ever..

wat am i doing here,,, i have exam tis sunday,, general principles of law2.. last time gpl1 was easy,, why tis time cam sial jek? i miss contract and tort law...   i'm taking ccriminal law tis semester.. damn! it's hard!

~mens rea

~actus reus

~strict liabilty

3chapters to cover in 2days,,, possible ke?

im going to klcc tomoro.. lantak la... laws sucks! 

my friendz think i shud giv up smoking...

i thought of it... and this time... after wat happened yesterday...

I, IZZATI ZAKUAN... OFFICIALLY ANNOUNCE THAT.. I QUIT..

after almost 7years..hurm..i think i had enough, not really i had enough la, but yesterday dah kantoi mati2.. with my fellow.. got summon for rm150... mati la.. but tat's not wut i worry the most.. i will be so dead.. kerat 24 if my parents knows...

bee.. so sorry i dissapoint you.. i learn my lesson.. i hope tis time i could quit.. FOR REAL..I try..

it's not like i'm a heavy smoker.. but i smoke when im bored.. or tense.. so it's kindda easy for me to quit. but i know i'll suffer for tis 1st few months...craving for dunhill.. damn.

tense gile.. at this moment i am craving for one...

tomoro got exam...need to study.gile bosan.

lantak la.. wat happen,,happen la.. kate2 orang yg takut, cuak nk mampos sbnrnye...